why sense of owning is so big?????????????????

I want to confess this that i had so much passion for flying that this was the one thing which i wanted to do more then anything else.Now i am a commercial pilot and now flying for me is like driving car for other people.But i just thought what will give me more pleasure....Is it flying in most pleasant weather in india(I m now a days in nanitaal and working as a flight instructor where my classroom is in air i.e. cockpit) or i will be more happy when i will be tilling my own fields driving the tractor in scorching heat.It is a difficult question that where the difference is that one thing gives you immense pleasure but in the back of your mind you know you are doing this for earning living and you are an employee of somebody who is getting the actual reward of your hardships and in the other scenario you are the owner of your land and watever mother earth will give you,it will be yours.So the question is wat the person should choose, he should be an employee or he should be an enterprenure?I am leaving this question, as the answer of this is in future and lets see wat i will do ??????????????????????????????????????????

First job as a pilot..........

Some people thought i am crazy....some thought overambitius....some thought wat does he want from life???.......i dnt know but i follwed my heart.....so here i am ...a farmer by birth,engineer by education,pilot by passion and now a flight instructor by profession whose classroom is not on ground but in air and i.e. cockpit.I started my carreer as a computer engineer,worked with telecom companies like Airtel and France telecom in different capacities.......buy my heart was always on flying...wanted to be a pilot since my childhood...tried after 12th but parents were not ready as there were no jobs in the market so i waited and waited...last year came the right time and on 1st of march 2007 i flew to philippines to pursue flying...and now to cut story from long to short.....i have joined today as flight instructor as my first job as a pilot where i will teach flying enthusiast...how to fly....So on this auspicious day..i thought i should also start a blog and i will share my life experiences wid people...jeevan ke khatte meethe anubhav.....