why sense of owning is so big?????????????????

I want to confess this that i had so much passion for flying that this was the one thing which i wanted to do more then anything else.Now i am a commercial pilot and now flying for me is like driving car for other people.But i just thought what will give me more pleasure....Is it flying in most pleasant weather in india(I m now a days in nanitaal and working as a flight instructor where my classroom is in air i.e. cockpit) or i will be more happy when i will be tilling my own fields driving the tractor in scorching heat.It is a difficult question that where the difference is that one thing gives you immense pleasure but in the back of your mind you know you are doing this for earning living and you are an employee of somebody who is getting the actual reward of your hardships and in the other scenario you are the owner of your land and watever mother earth will give you,it will be yours.So the question is wat the person should choose, he should be an employee or he should be an enterprenure?I am leaving this question, as the answer of this is in future and lets see wat i will do ??????????????????????????????????????????